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Hello...
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It has been too long DeviantArt
Where do I even start?
The last time I was here, life was simple and I took advantage of the freedom I had. I am currently a hard working mom with no time to her self. I work two jobs to support our little family and it still barely gets us by. My fiance works just as hard as I do and has been a blessing in my life. I have a hyper active 2 year old named Atlas and he is the best thing that happened to my life and I can't imagine a more precious muse. I want to start posting my art again, I just have to find the time. Where I work I can be on here all day, so I may start writing again to pass the time. I am proud of how far I have come in my life. My PTSD is no longer the core of my life, every now and then I will be triggered, but I have freed myself from that hell. I have added more color into my life and want to express that in my life. I want my son to love the little things and know that he can enjoy life despite all of the negativity in the world.
I fell in love with animation, sculpting, painting, and just mixing media's so I can't wait to show you guys some of my projects. Let's see where adulthood takes us shall we...
Where do I even start?
The last time I was here, life was simple and I took advantage of the freedom I had. I am currently a hard working mom with no time to her self. I work two jobs to support our little family and it still barely gets us by. My fiance works just as hard as I do and has been a blessing in my life. I have a hyper active 2 year old named Atlas and he is the best thing that happened to my life and I can't imagine a more precious muse. I want to start posting my art again, I just have to find the time. Where I work I can be on here all day, so I may start writing again to pass the time. I am proud of how far I have come in my life. My PTSD is no longer the core of my life, every now and then I will be triggered, but I have freed myself from that hell. I have added more color into my life and want to express that in my life. I want my son to love the little things and know that he can enjoy life despite all of the negativity in the world.
I fell in love with animation, sculpting, painting, and just mixing media's so I can't wait to show you guys some of my projects. Let's see where adulthood takes us shall we...
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Things are back on track...
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I recently removed someone toxic from my life and since then everything has been wonderful. New job, me and my man are in love (our 3rd anniversary is this Saturday) , and we're moving soon. My health has been decreasing a lot. I lost weight though, so that's something to celebrate. As far as art production. I've created a lot of unfinished projects. I have been sick a lot. My mental state has also been suffering. PTSD really knows how to kick ass XD so, hopefully soon the spark will come back. The inspiration, the motivation. I've been playing too many video games and I love it. If you have Xbox live add me Oblivinati16 and more embarrassingly IMVU add me xoxomaliaoxox
Since our anniversary is this week,
I just want to say that I think I found my soul mate,
I know the first year there was a lot of cheating and lying and flirting,
but he's really grown up. I'm guilty of a lot of stupid shit to.
We're way past that now and just truly take care of each other.
He's been so patient, so kind.
He takes care of me and tries to make me smile all the time.
I've been in love and because of that. You will most likely see some brighter pieces.
I'm talking too much haha, anyway one last thing to celebrate! They're making a Hawaiian Disney princess!!! her name is Moana. I am so happy!
Since our anniversary is this week,
I just want to say that I think I found my soul mate,
I know the first year there was a lot of cheating and lying and flirting,
but he's really grown up. I'm guilty of a lot of stupid shit to.
We're way past that now and just truly take care of each other.
He's been so patient, so kind.
He takes care of me and tries to make me smile all the time.
I've been in love and because of that. You will most likely see some brighter pieces.
I'm talking too much haha, anyway one last thing to celebrate! They're making a Hawaiian Disney princess!!! her name is Moana. I am so happy!
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Break
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Hey, it has been a while.
I have been taking quite a break of everything and everyone. I am recently writing a lot and painting. Working on a big piece right now. So new art coming soon!
I have been taking quite a break of everything and everyone. I am recently writing a lot and painting. Working on a big piece right now. So new art coming soon!
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COMIC CRISIS!
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Hello fellow Deviants
I am working on a huge project. What kind of project you ask? A comic project! One that you can be in find out by going to my art page on facebook! the very first status has all the details of how you could be in my awesome comic!
Just click here (: www.facebook.com/pages/Artisti… there are no catches or fees I just thought it would be cool to have real people in my comic!
Also you don't have to do this to be in my comic what so ever, but I made an Indiegogo campaign! Making and publishing a comic is not cheap, any dollar helps!! There are benefits for donating! Help me make my dream come alive and bring this comic to life by going to >>>> www.indiegogo.com/projects/com…
so go! go! go!
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I lost Malia
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I don't know who I am anymore.
I'm not the same, no where near the same. In some ways i'm more brave, more strong. In other ways I'm weaker and more vulnerable.
I've lost my will to fight for my future,
I've lost my inspiration to draw,
I've lost my patience to write.
I'm Lazy and I can't stand it anymore, I'm ready to snap. I don't know how to get back to myself.
I'm worried I won't graduate,
I'm worried I won't make it,
I just want the shy, nice, strong, motivate me back.
I had her for only a moment and then she slipped right through my fingers.
I'm not the same, no where near the same. In some ways i'm more brave, more strong. In other ways I'm weaker and more vulnerable.
I've lost my will to fight for my future,
I've lost my inspiration to draw,
I've lost my patience to write.
I'm Lazy and I can't stand it anymore, I'm ready to snap. I don't know how to get back to myself.
I'm worried I won't graduate,
I'm worried I won't make it,
I just want the shy, nice, strong, motivate me back.
I had her for only a moment and then she slipped right through my fingers.
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